Monday, March 21, 2011

Rahmat, This goes out to you.


I didn't know what went wrong with baby aufa. Neither do i even know what went wrong with my heart. I don't know what more you want from me. I don't know why you're treating me this way. I stayed up all night til halfway thru morning and thought i would have overslept if i sleep at 3AM. I promise to meet you at 8AM, so i decided to stay awake.. You went online and we chatted awhile with you warning me not to spoil your mood. Few minutes after that you told me to sleep? I stayed awake for you just to meet you. I don't know who have caught your heart. I don't know if you love me, still. But if you think, you love her more than you do to me. Forget me then. I know this gonna hurt me for life but what is left to say or do, i'll end up getting hurt too in any way. Sayang, Kalau you fikir i suka tuduh you sembarangan.. I minta maaf. Maafkan i klau cinta dan kasih sayang i terhadap you tak pernah sempurna. Janji² kita untuk sehidup semati, kita kuburkan sahaja jika you ada orang lain di dalam hati. I minta maaf atas segala kelakuan i terhadap you sejak i pertama mengenali you. I bodoh sebab i percaya yang you tak akan berpaling dari i. I bodoh sebab i fikir you tak pernah mempermainkan cinta i. I bodoh sebab terlalu percaya yang cinta you terhadap i takkan pudar. Lihatlah kebawah.. Kelakuan you bila i takda disamping you. Demi Allah, I cinta Sangat kat you dan tak pernah cinta seseorang sebegini. You lah orang pertama. I taknak ungkit, tapi i cuma nak you buka mata you ape yang you lakukan selama ini belakang i.



Ya Allah, I can't handle everything at once without your help.
Kun Fa Ya Kun

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New Account?

What is this all about? You didn't tell me about this?










You said you won't keep secrets from me? But you still do? :'(